Friday, January 6, 2012

2011 meant


Graduating high school, being sad, moving on 
falling in love with the brain 
falling in love with science 
falling in love with the human body and all its organs and nerves and complicated machinery 
deciding at the last minute to be a psychology major instead of an english major 
watching Mary, Paul, and Arthur grow into adult cats  
applying to colleges, deciding on Salem, being happy with that decision 
living with my best friend
 failing at volunteering in the psych ward 
hours and hours and hours of studying for physiology 
celebrating christmas in the city and acting insane 
becoming ridiculously obsessed with politics 
Young Democrats
being better friends with Audry and Jake 
missing Shacana and Lolo and Liz every day 
barely surviving exam week 
walks downtown to coffee shops with new friends 
a lot of love and arguments and wondering why people I like are so far away 
late night flakey conversations with Hallie while she tries to avoid waking up our neighbors 
still finding the life of a truck driver appealing 
hating the world’s obsession with Angry Birds and James Patterson
having a big sister, Gabi, who I love dearly 
nearly getting my nose pierced way too many times 
always chickening out 
trips to my old school to reunite with people I still love 
finding people who love the brain as much as I do 
making dean’s list at Salem 
my mom’s new medicine finally being available 
learning how to wrap a towel around my head 
becoming a feminist 
kicking ass at arcade basketball games 
surviving hurricane Irene 
trips to Krankies with Sara, watching Twin Peaks with Sara 
spending a week in Indianapolis 
a lot of greyhound trips 
getting my first paying job in a biology lab 
getting an internship at the medical center 
a lot of cigarette smoke 
a lot of Taco Bell 
a lot of baking, door decorating, and ordering pizza 
still having that soda pop addiction 
reading 56 books 
carving the most wonderful pumpkin with Taylor 
taking a whole class on human memory 
trips to the library on days class was cancelled 
sleeping on the floor, taking down our bunk beds, sleeping in a bed again 
spending hours looking at graduate schools, realizing I have to start applying in less than a year, feeling terrified 
nearly making it through Eric Kandel’s autobiography 
bonding with my little nephews on a trip to the ocean, arguing with everyone else 
falling in love with hush puppies and pinto beans 
learning that honey bees have emotions and that I will always be horrible at math 
spending christmas with one of my very best friends 
buying way more books than I read 
having (what seemed like) buckets of blood drawn 
always being healthy in the end 
falling in love with more local music
falling more in love with NC 
missing West Virginia more than anything 
wishing it would snow 
thinking of my house as a happiness black hole 
watching Community, Parks and Rec, and Trauma: Life in the ER 
appreciating the holidays way more in college 
wanting to have 4 billion babies but thankfully refraining 
declaring Heat my favorite basketball team   
opening a bank account 
getting my permit  
wondering why people stay here, wondering why I stay here, realizing that I stay here because I like it here and people keep me here 

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